Torment (Review)

Title: Torment

Author: Lauren Kate

Publication Year: 2010

Pages: 464

Genre: Fiction, Fantasy, Young Adult

Source: E-book version borrowed from the public library

From the cover:

Hell on earth.

That’s what it’s like for Luce to be apart from her fallen angel boyfriend, Daniel.

It took them an eternity to find one another, but now he has told her he must go away. Just long enough to hunt down the Outcasts — immortals who want to kill Luce. Daniel hides Luce at Shoreline, a school on the rocky California coast with unusually gifted students: Nephilim, the offspring of fallen angels and humans.

At Shoreline, Luce learns what the Shadows are, and how she can use them as windows to her previous lives. Yet the more Luce learns, the more she suspects that Daniel hasn’t told her everything. He’s hiding something — something dangerous.

What if Daniel’s version of the past isn’t actually true? What if Luce is really meant to be with someone else?

(This is the second book in the Fallen series, after Fallen.)

After the first book, I feel like this one was a big improvement. A lot of my issues with Fallen were addressed to some degree in Torment, though not necessarily in the way that I might’ve liked.

For one, the issue of Luce not really knowing anything about Daniel in this lifetime is finally brought up, at least in Luce’s mind. She struggles with herself on this one, feeling drawn to him but not really being able to justify why that is from her current perspective. To be completely honest, the interactions between Luce and Daniel in this book just left me frustrated and unsure why they were supposed to be together, but at least it seemed that Luce felt the same way.

Some of the other things are really good in this book, though. The move to a school that specializes in teaching angel offspring is kind of cool, especially since it allows Luce to begin to understand a bit more about the world she’s been thrust into. The addition of new characters – particularly Shelby and Miles – is also really great, as it allows for some interaction between Luce and someone who isn’t trying to manipulate her future.

Torment still isn’t the best romance I’ve ever read, but it was soooo much better than how I felt about Fallen. It’s given me enough hope to want to continue reading the rest of the series.


Fallen (Review)

Title: Fallen

Author: Lauren Kate

Publication Year: 2009

Pages: 464

Genre: Fiction, Fantasy, Young Adult

Source: E-book version borrowed from the public library

From the cover:

There’s something achingly familiar about Daniel Grigori.

Mysterious and aloof, he captures Luce Price’s attention from the moment she sees him on her first day at the Sword & Cross boarding school in sultry Savannah, Georgia. He’s the one bright spot in a place where cell phones are forbidden, the other students are all screw-ups, and security cameras watch every move.

Even though Daniel wants nothing to do with Luce — and goes out of his way to make that very clear — she can’t let it go. Drawn to him like a moth to a flame, she has to find out what Daniel is so desperate to keep secret . . . even if it kills her.

I heard a lot of good things about this series over the past few years, and I finally got around to reading it for myself. I didn’t really know what to expect, just that it was a teen romance and that it included fate and angels.

To be honest, I wasn’t as impressed by Fallen as I was expecting to be. The mysterious circumstances of Luce being sent to a reform school were intriguing, but never really addressed with any finality. And while the reader can tell from the beginning a bit of what’s happening between her and Daniel, there doesn’t seem to be any real connection between them aside from their supposed fate. They don’t seem to have anything in common, or to even have conversations that are about anything of substance. Rather, they just seem to stare at each other longingly and she seems to be drawn to him for no discernible reason whatsoever.

By the end of the book, some things are answered, but there are even more issues that had arisen and were left unclear. It was definitely getting more interesting, though – far more interesting than the first half of the novel felt for me. So I’m giving the series the benefit of the doubt and rating it up a bit, in the hopes that the next book will carry on in this way and that I’ll end up feeling more favourably towards the characters and their love story.


After Obsession (Review)

Title: After Obsession

Authors: Carrie Jones & Steven E. Wedel

Publication Year: 2011

Pages: 336

Genre: Fiction, Young Adult, Fantasy

Source: E-book version borrowed from the public library

From the cover:

Although they’ve only just met, Aimee and Alan have a history together. They’ve been in each other’s dreams. They’re bound by something they can’t quite name. Something that rattles the windows, haunts the waters . . . and threatens to tear them apart before they get a chance to find out what their connection means.

There were things that I both loved and hated in this book.

Let’s start with the positive. I loved the alternating narrators, switching off between Aimee and Alan’s points of view. It was cool to get inside both of their heads and see the events of the story from more than one perspective, especially since so much of the conflict is internal. I also really liked the concept of the story, the attention to detail in the background of the setup – like the pieces about Aimee’s mother – and the inclusion of Native American culture. It’s really rare for YA books to include any kind of diversity, and this wasn’t just a token mention: Alan’s spirituality is a key element in After Obsession.

I wasn’t so keen on the unnecessary focus on the romance. I understood why the part about Aimee and her initial boyfriend, Blake, was important to include, and their messy breakup played an integral part in showing the damage that is being caused to their town, especially in terms of people’s moods and behaviour. What I wasn’t so happy with, though, was the way that Aimee and Alan became so close so very fast, even going so far as to say “I love you” to each other mere days after meeting. Even in the kind of crazy circumstances that happen in this book, that’s pushing it. I don’t think it’s realistic to imply to young readers that this kind of thing can – or should – happen. In all honesty, I actually feel like it’s a bit irresponsible to show that kind of relationship in a book that otherwise does a great job of bringing important issues to light.

Overall, After Obsession was a good read, but a bit problematic for me in some ways. If you’re okay with the things that bothered me, then you’ll probably really enjoy it!


Beyond Belief: My Secret Life Inside Scientology and My Harrowing Escape (Review)

Title: Beyond Belief: My Secret Life Inside Scientology and My Harrowing Escape

Author: Jenna Miscavige Hill

Narrator: Sandy Rustin

Publication Year: 2013

Pages: 416 (audio length: 12 hours)

Genre: Non-Fiction, Memoir

Source: Audiobook version purchased from

From the cover:

Jenna Miscavige Hill, niece of Church of Scientology leader David Miscavige, was raised as a Scientologist but left the controversial religion in 2005. In Beyond Belief, she shares her true story of life inside the upper ranks of the sect, details her experiences as a member Sea Org — the church’s highest ministry, speaks of her “disconnection” from family outside of the organization, and tells the story of her ultimate escape.

In this tell-all memoir, complete with family photographs from her time in the Church, Jenna Miscavige Hill, a prominent critic of Scientology who now helps others leave the organization, offers an insider’s profile of the beliefs, rituals, and secrets of the religion that has captured the fascination of millions, including some of Hollywood’s brightest stars such as Tom Cruise and John Travolta.

If I wasn’t already skeptical about Scientology when I started reading this book, it would have completely won me over.

Beyond Belief is a terrifying story about how an organized religion in modern-day America can get away with all kinds of crazy things. I spent the vast majority of my time listening to this book completely outraged. Unlike in Shattered Dreams, I wasn’t finding myself all that frustrated with the narrator; rather, I was pissed off beyond belief (pun not intended) at the adults in her life. I couldn’t understand at all, in any way, how they could treat her and the other children in the book with such disregard. And I totally, completely couldn’t understand how things like that could happen with impunity in today’s day and age.

I completely sympathized with Hill as she recounted her rebellion against “the Church”, and I kept hoping that something miraculous would happen and her family and the others in the org would realize the harm that they were doing. But, of course, it all kept going on, even as she grew up, and regardless of where in the country she was living. It was horrifying.

By the time I reached the end of Beyond Belief, I had no words for how disgusted I was with the Church of Scientology. I never really understood how anyone could fall for a “religion” created by a science fiction author, and after reading this book, I truly believe that there is something very, very wrong happening in countries that allow this cult to continue to operate. I can’t believe that child neglect/abuse and human rights abuses can be happening to this degree right under the noses of so many people, and yet … they are. I hope that Hill’s story, if nothing else, will open the eyes of many more people to the truth of what is happening.


Shattered Dreams: My Life as a Polygamist’s Wife (Review)

Title: Shattered Dreams: My Life as a Polygamist Wife

Author: Irene Spencer

Narrator: Laural Merlington

Publication Year: 2007

Pages: 432 (audio length: 14 hours 10 minutes)

Genre: Non-Fiction, Memoir

Source: Audiobook version purchased from

From the cover:

Irene Spencer did as she felt God commanded in becoming the second wife to her brother-in-law Verlan LeBaron. When the government raided their community – the Mormon village of Short Creek, Arizona – seeking to enforce the penalties for practicing polygamy, Irene and her family fled to Verlan’s family ranch in Mexico. Here they lived in squalor and desolate conditions with Verlan’s six brothers, one sister, and numerous wives and children. This appalling and astonishing tale has captured the attention of readers around the world. Irene’s inspirational story reveals how far religion can be stretched and abused and how one woman and her children found their way out, into truth and redemption.

Listening to this book was painful.

Not because it was poorly written, or because the narration was bad. Not at all. It was painful because I just wanted to shake the author and everyone around her throughout pretty much the entire story. It was like watching a disaster happen and not being able to stop it.

Shattered Dreams is a great book, telling a difficult story. Irene is not the only person to have gone through the things she talks about in the book. I think it’s important for other people to read memoirs like hers and truly understand what has happened to them and, in some cases, is still happening to people in our society. I’m not saying that it’s common or specific to one religion or culture or another, but I think it’s important that we pay attention to these kinds of stories.

Reading this book was difficult, especially the parts about living in poverty, health issues, and the death of children. But it was also very difficult for me to hear about the way Irene and the other wives are treated, maybe because I feel personally like multiple marriages can work if people respect each other, and it’s so obviously not the way things were done in this community.

If you’re interested in learning about the experiences of women living in polygamous marriages, especially in the context of America and Mexico in the mid-1900s, Shattered Dreams is the book for you. It’s hard and distressing to read, but really enlightening.


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